The conference was so great!!! Thank you Lord!
Well, to be honest I was close of giving up to work in the ministries I'm in and find a "normal" job...
The last couple of weeks so many storms came and so many things happened - the "heat in the oven became hotter and hotter"...
I didn't realize that I was like a flower that was drying up - what a scarry thing that sometimes you "don't realize it"...
All the other years I had to work during the conference - I did the child care.
But this year another couple stepped in and I was free to attend most of the sessions...
I was so excited that I could attend but didn't really know why...
Well yes I need the Holy Spirit but everyone else is working so isn't it necessary that I have to work too?...
During the conference I realized that I had to be in the sessions...
It was Gods plan - He saw me how I was that little flower drying up... -
I started to realized how much I need that living water and that I'm not doing good in my walk with the Lord! (The best way to start anew)
Today I asked the Lord to speak to me specifically - that I so longed for it.
A dear friend and sister saw that I didn't do so well so she asked me if she can pray for me when I came in this morning...
I can't tell you how much of a blessing she was! I was humbled!
Thank God for spiritual family!
You want to know what the preacher said?...
"Sometimes we feel like giving up the ministry we are in but God wants us to run to him and stay in it" :)
WOW... That was for me... goosebumps...
The preacher actually wanted to talk about something else but the spirit led him to speak about that.
I was so overwhelmed of how much God must love me to bring him from Budapest to tell me that on exactly the day I needed it!
During all the teachings, the prayer time, waiting on the Lord and worship God touched my heart!
God is so good that He still speaks specifically to us! I'm still in awe of Him!
...And you know what... I don't give up! I stay in... I run to Him... He will take care!
Thank God!!!
May God bless you and minister to your as you read what I wrote... He is in control and if we run to Him He gives us peace and then everything we need!!!
