Freitag, 10. Dezember 2010

You raise me up...



When I am down and oh, my soul's so weary
When troubles come and my heart burdened me
When I am still and wait here in the silence
Until you come and sit a while with me


You raise me up,
so I can stand on mountains
You raise me up,
to walk on stormy seas
I am strong,
when I am on your shoulders
You raise me up.
.. to more than I can be.

Freitag, 10. September 2010

The Hands of Hope team needs prayer!

Please pray for us who are working at Hands of Hope!
One of our guys who was in the program broke it off last week, left us and went back to his old life. We got a call that he took an overdosis of Heroin and was found dead on Thursday.
We are devastated!
He became close to us beeing a family member of Hands of Hope-living together with him for over 6 month!
The funeral will be on Monday so please pray for us!

Donnerstag, 12. August 2010

God is able...


I just have to write about something great that happened at the Street Cafe.

The Street Cafe is a ministry for people who live on the streets or don't have a lot of money - for those that the community doesn't care about.
Every Thursday evening we start with live worship music, have a teaching and then really yummy food and we always have good talks!

The Street Cafe had its first birthday in June... Happy Birthday Street Cafe :)

Around this time an older lady from the street cafe had to go to the hospital and I was asked to visit her. She was so happy that I came and during our talk she told me about a man from the Street Cafe that was also at the hospital - she saw him at the emergency room.

When I left I couldn't forget what she said so I emailed the team from the Streetcafe if some of them could visit him.
When I met him the first time at the streetcafe I remember that he didn't talk much and that he was drunk.

A friend and I visited him the next day. When we asked the nurse if we could see him she said "Yes, he will be so excited that you are coming. No one else visited him yet - he is very lonely".

When we entered the room he was chocked with emotion. He told us that he had a brain tumor (handfull) and 2 days later he would have died.
We tried to encourage him but he was depressed and started to cry!
When we had to leave he didn't want us to go and he didn't let go of my hand.

The next day I visited him again and brought him some cloth and I found him talking to another helper from the streetcafe. He smiled and told me that some other people came already to visit him.
When I wrote my email asking the team of the streetcafe if some of them could visit him I never would have imagined that almost all of them visited him.

When he came out of the hospital he asked someone if they could pick him up for church - he was there already.
When he came back to the streetcafe he told everyone that we all visited him and that he got gifts like underwear, shirts, cards, books and a lot of chocolate :)

When we as christians start to love the people - were the world stopped already - they start to think about God.

God is able...

A man that was drunk all the time - God is able to change him
A man that didn't want to have anything to do with God - God is able to touch his heart
A man that thought no one loves him - God is able to show him how much He loves him
People that want to serve God no matter what - God is able to use them mightily

I was reminded of the verses that I sometimes get when I "want to give up":

For I was hungry and you gave me something to eat,
I was thirsty and you gave me something to drink,
I was a stranger and you invited me in,
I needed clothes and you clothed me,
I was sick and you looked after me,

I was in prison and you came to visit me
.
Matthew 25:35-36

May the joy of the Lord be our strenght so that we can serve others and make a difference in this world

God bless!

Freitag, 26. März 2010

Time runs

Wow... in about 3 days I'm heading back home to Germany...
I don't know where to start to write down what happened the last 2 weeks... Well I only have few minutes left for using the internet so let me describe everything in 4 words... Blessed be the flexible!
I'm so glad that God taught me this over the past years so it wasn't so hard for me to be flexible :)

I only had to kill 2 spiders yet :) saw only one snake (it was a poisones one that was hiding behind me during the youth night.. its dead now :)) and had an awesome time with all the people here in Belize... for me it will be so hard to leave on Monday again! God showed me some things that I'm gone change when I'm back home.
I'm excited to see when it will be the next time that I visit everybody again!

Tonight we have girls youth night where I gone share some things about purity and abouts Gods love to the girls from the spanish background!

Internet-Time is over now so I update my block when I'm back in Germany (also you'll see some pics)
God bless and may you shine His light today in everything you do!

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Wow... In ungefeahr 3 Tagen mach ich mich auf den Weg zurueck nach Deutschland...
Ich weiss nicht wo ich anfangen soll zu berichten was in den letzten 2 Wochen alles passiert ist... Leider hab hab ich nur ein paar Minuten zur Verfuegung um das Internet zu nutzen deshalb beschreib ich die letzten 2 Wochen mit 4 Worten> Gesegnet sind die flexiblen...
Da mir Gott das schon ueber die letzten paar Jahre gelernt hat war es also nicht so schlimm flexibel zu sein :)

Bis jetzt musst ich erst 2 Spinnen toeten, hab nur eine Schlange gesehen (die war allerding giftig und hat sich waehrend der Jugend hinter meinem Stuhl versteckt... die ist aber jetzt tot :) und ich hatte super tolle Zeiten mit den Leuten hier in Belize... es wird fuer mich so schwer werden am Montag wieder zu fliegen!

Gott hat mir ein paar Dinge gezeigt die ich veraendern werde wenn ich wieder in Deutschland bin und ich freu mich schon drauf wenn Gott mich wieder nach Belize schickt um die Leute hier zu besuchen!

Heute Abend haben wir Maedels Abend und ich werde eine kleine Andacht halten fuer die Spanischen Maedels...
Ok die Internetzeit ist vorbei aber ich werde mehr auf meinem Blog berichten wenn ich wieder in Deutschland bin (zusammen mit einigen Bildern aus Belize)

Gott segne dich! Moegest du sein Licht scheinen in und durch alles was du heute tust!

Montag, 15. März 2010

First week in Belize - Meine erste Woche in Belize

So the first week is over and I can say that I had a great one so far... On Saturday we went to the mountains to visit some friends. It was so nice to see them again!
Sunday was my first church service in the new church building. It was also Dannys and Tinas Birthday (the couple I stay with) so we had a party in the evening. I did the child care and Danny had some ideas to do a march with the kids... well, "blessed be the flexible" :)
Today I'm visiting a dear friend Margaret and her son Cory(I stay over night). It's just such a blessing to know her and to talk to her... she encouraged me so much already...
So my plans for the coming 2 weeks are to visit my Belizian Daddy Clive at the radio station in San Pedro and to visit Margaret again so we can visit some of her friends in Placencia... Danny has a lot of plans for me with the spanish girls from the youth where I'm suppose to lead an evening talking about purity (I got no material and books along)... so... please pray that God would make the plans for my next two weeks...
Miss you all and may God encourage you today as He encouraged me!

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Meine erste Woche ist also vorbei. Es war eine tolle Woche... Am Samstag sind wir "in die Berge" gefahren um ein Ehepaar zu besuchen, die ich von damals noch kenne. Es war so schoen sie wieder zu sehen!
Sonntag war ich zum ersten Mal im Gottesdienst im neuen Gebaeude... Es war auch Dannys und Tinas Geburtstag (Sie sind das Ehepaar bei dem ich wohne). Wir hatten eine Party am Abend und ich habe die Kinderbetreuung uebernommen (und da die meisten Mennoniten waren, bedeutete das... viele Kinder :) ) Danny hatte die Idee einen Marsch einzuueben um ihn dann vor allen zu zeigen... "Gesegnet sind die flexiblen"
Heute besuche ich eine ganz liebe Freundin Margaret und ihren Sohn Cory. Es ist so ein Segen sie zu kenne und mit ihr zu reden... Sie hat mich in der kurzen Zeit schon so ermutigt!!!
Meine Plaene fuer die naechsten 2 Wochen sind, das ich gerne meinen Belizianischen Daddy Clive auf der Radio Station in San Pedro besuchen wuerde und dann nochmal Margaret besuchen moechte um mit ihr ihre Freunde in Placencia zu besuchen (ein Missionsehepaar).. Da Danny aber viele Plaene fuer mich hat, bin ich mal gespannt ob das funktioniert :) Ich soll einen Abend fuer die Spanischen Maedels leiten um ueber die Reinheit der Singel-Frau zu sprechen (allerdings habe ich kein Material oder Buch zum vorbereiten mit) Bitte betet dafuer!
Betet das Gott die Plaene fuer die naechsten 2 Wochen macht...
Vermiss euch! Moege Gott euch heute besonders ermutigen!

Freitag, 12. März 2010

Belize...

So I'm in Belize now...

The first few days were great...
The weather is pretty hot and human and I'm trying to adjust to it...
On Wednesday it was my first time at the church and I saw most of the people that I met 5 years ago... now the kids are bigger, the married ones have 2 children already and the church is in a new and bigger building... a lot of changes here...

Well I got only some minutes for checking my emails so thats it for right now...

Please pray for me... I got more headaches again and I believe that this time here will be interesting and challenging... God is in control!

More later...
love you, Kerstin

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Ich bin also jetzt in Belize...

Die ersten Tage waren bis jetzt super...
Es ist ziemlich heiss und schwuel hier und ich versuche mich ans Wetter zu gewoehnen...
Am Mittwoch war ich zum ersten Mal in der Gemeinde. Dort habe ich viele wieder getroffen die ich vor 5 Jahren kennen gelernt habe... Nur sind die Kinder jetzt groesser, die damals geheiratet haben haben bereits 2 Kinder und die Gemeinde ist umgezogen in ein neues Gebaeude... Also viele Veraenderungen...

Ich habe leider nur ein paar Minuten um meine Emails zu checken und ich muss jetzt gehen...

Bitte betet fuer mich... Ich habe mal wieder mehr Kopfschmerzen und ich glaube das diese Zeit sehr interessant und herausfordernd wird...

Mehr dazu spaeter...
Hab euch lieb, eure Kerstin

Sonntag, 7. März 2010

Belize I'm coming...

Tomorrow (Monday) at 1:50 p.m. the plane starts and hopefully after 11 hours and 25 minutes it lands with me in Houston TX :)

In Houston the blessing from heaven called Mary :) will pick me up and gives me a place I can stay for the night(Praise the Lord)

After my 12 hour layover in Houston I will be finally on my way to all the wonderful people that I dearly missed... in Belize...

I ask you to pray for me during this time! (March 8 - March 31)
I want to be a blessing for the people and I want to return to Germany with a new love and vision for the ministry God gave me!

Thank you so much!
God bless you guys!
Love you

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Morgen mittag gehts los...

Morgen (Montag) um 13:50 Uhr startet der Flieger, der dann nach 11 Stunden und 25 Minuten hoffentlich pünktlich in Houston TX. mit mir :) landen wird.

In Houston werde ich von Mary abgeholt (die ein wahrer Segen vom Himmel ist). Sie gibt mir ein Plätzchen auf ihrem Sofa für die Nacht :) (Preist den Herrn)....

Nach meinem Layover von 12 Stunden gehts dann weiter in das Land, wo ich endlich die ganzen lieben Leute wiedersehen werde, die ich schon so lange vermisst habe... Belize

Ich bitte euch für mich während dieser Zeit zu beten...
Ich möchte ein Segen für die Menschen dort sein und ich möchte mit neuer Liebe und Vision für meinen Dienst zurück kommen!

Vielen Dank euch!
Gott segne euch!
Hab euch lieb!

Dienstag, 23. Februar 2010

2 weeks to go :)



Hurray...

Only two weeks to go and I'm finally on my way to Belize to my Belizian family :)

I'm so excited what God will do...

When I think about this trip I have Joshua and Kaleb in my mind...
The story in which they went to the promise land to find out whats in there...

I pray that God will touch my heart in Belize and that He renews or gives me a new Vision...

I'm so excited and happy when I think about Belize!

But on the other hand I'm going through a hard time right now.
Since Belize came up last year I'm sick without having a break and my headaches got worse again. I also have to fight against discouragement because things happen in my life and arround me that try to push me down...

I'm fighting - but sometimes I don't have any strenght - BUT in the mids of that I think about this Verse in the Bible that "The joy of the Lord is my strenght" and that the Lord is there when I'm weak"

God speaks to me over and over...

*Don't be afraid
*I'm in control
*I'm right here
*I'm your refuge
*I'm your strong tower
*I'm the stone you can rest upon
*I'm your hideaway

I'm longing for God to show me His next step for me!!!

I want to fight the good fight and I don't want to give up...

May I be open for Gods speaking during my time in Belize when I'm away from my "normal" life here in Germany, my work @ Hands of Hope and the childrens ministry!

PLEASE PRAY FOR ME! Thanks - God bless

Sonntag, 31. Januar 2010

I will live to carry your compassion...

"Surely children weren't made for the streets
And Fathers were not made to leave
Surely this isn't how it should be
Let Your kingdom come
Surely nations were not made for war
Or the broken and due to be ignored
Surely this couldn't be what You saw
Let Your kingdom come
Here in my heart

And I will live to carry your compassion
To love a world that's broken
To be your hands and feet
And I will give with the life that I've been given
And go beyond religion to see the world be changed
By the power of Your Name

Surely life wasn't made to regret
And the lost were not made to forget
Surely faith without action is dead
Let Your Kingdom come
Lord break this heart

Jesus Your Name
Is a shelter for the hurting
Your Name
Is a refuge the weak
Only Your Name
Can take the undeserving
Jesus Your Name
Holds everything I need

Lincoln Brewster

Samstag, 23. Januar 2010

I'm in Gods training camp...

I'm in Gods training camp and these verses describe in which chapter I am right now :)

Ephesians 6

*Do the will of God from your heart
*With goodwill do service as to the Lord and not to men
*Pray and be watchful

Philippians 3:13

*Forget the things which are behind and reach forward to those things which are ahead

*The will of God will never take you where the Grace of God will not protect you

*God always gives the best to those who leave the choice with Him


Psalm 28:7-8

*The Lord is your strenght and your shield
*He is the saving refuge


and of course Psalm 37:4-5

*Delight yourself also in the Lord
*Commit your ways unto the Lord
*Trust in Him



Oh dear... that will take a long time until I have learned all of that... a life time :)

Montag, 11. Januar 2010

My Verse for this year 2010...

The LORD is my strength and my shield;
my heart trusts in him, and I am helped.

My heart leaps for joy and I will give thanks to him in song.

The LORD is the strength of his people,
a fortress of salvation for his anointed one

Psalm 28: 7-8

Samstag, 9. Januar 2010

I'm proud to present...



my nephew Paul Christof
Born: 29th of December 2009
Height: 51 cm
Weight: 3770 g

I'm so excited to be an aunt and that my sister and her husband asked me to be his godmother...
May God bless him and may he grow up to be a servant of the Lord!
May I encourage him to grow in the Lord and may I be a godmother that honors the Lord!