2 weeks to go :)

Hurray...

Only two weeks to go and I'm finally on my way to Belize to my Belizian family :)

I'm so excited what God will do...

When I think about this trip I have Joshua and Kaleb in my mind...
The story in which they went to the promise land to find out whats in there...

I pray that God will touch my heart in Belize and that He renews or gives me a new Vision...

I'm so excited and happy when I think about Belize!

But on the other hand I'm going through a hard time right now.
Since Belize came up last year I'm sick without having a break and my headaches got worse again. I also have to fight against discouragement because things happen in my life and arround me that try to push me down...

I'm fighting - but sometimes I don't have any strenght - BUT in the mids of that I think about this Verse in the Bible that "The joy of the Lord is my strenght" and that the Lord is there when I'm weak"

God speaks to me over and over...

*Don't be afraid
*I'm in control
*I'm right here
*I'm your refuge
*I'm your strong tower
*I'm the stone you can rest upon
*I'm your hideaway

I'm longing for God to show me His next step for me!!!

I want to fight the good fight and I don't want to give up...

May I be open for Gods speaking during my time in Belize when I'm away from my "normal" life here in Germany, my work @ Hands of Hope and the childrens ministry!

PLEASE PRAY FOR ME! Thanks - God bless